Cool - SpaceAstronout (The Milo cover)

Selasa, 24 Juni 2014

Stranger

That moment when you don't even know yourself.
You're simply lost.
With no idea how to feel, how to care and how to love.

I'm breaking to pieces.

I do feel lost. I don't even know what is right and what is wrong anymore.
It feels like I've been pushed to hold a throne so tight and that I should enjoy the pain.

Suicide do become rational last night.

The worst heart breaking is caused by your own blood, your first love, your one and only: your dad.

And I will always be at the wrong side, no matter what. And my words, my attitude, my attention, all of that will always be wrong and never be enough. Never.

I give up. It's the worst ever. And I don't know how to get up. I never cry this much. I can't stop. And I don't know how to end this but stopping my own breathe. Or maybe just become a stranger.

I don't have any energy left to understand things. I just feel so weak and so wrong and silence is the only defense I have.

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