Remember the last time I write that I wonder why I don't even cry?
I was wrong. Finally it simply hurts. I feel stupid and brokenhearted at the same time. I'm not sure how do i feel right now.
Things coming in sudden, I'm not good anticipating. I'm now go back to the lowest point that I'm afraid I can't climb back to the top, where I think I already get there.
I will be OK, just not tonight I guess.