Never knew that a feeling could last this long. And when it comes to an end, it's not as painful as i thought. It's just a flat cold pointless feeling.
You feel the tears coming up to your eyes, but that's it. You just lost the energy to pump them out because somehow you feel so tired and sad.
I remember it was november last year that i couldn't stop crying every night. I thought it will be repeated when all of this reach the finish line. I was wrong. Here i am today, smile wryly, playing all the mellow song and still don't feel a thing but cold and exhausted.
The finak break up. It is.